The ceiling is root.
Not the word — just the fact of it. The close-dark above, laced with gaps where the outside-cold breathes through in thin threads. When the dark outside goes grey the threads go gold. The warm-weight beside her. The sound from the warm-weight's chest — here, here, here — and then she is.
The cold thread finds her ear and she tucks it. The warm-weight shifts and the here here here changes register — lower now, still going. Her mouth finds what it knows. The warm-wet-sweet comes. She presses and it comes faster and she presses harder and it comes.
Where there was pressure, there isn't. Where there was warmth against her spine, there is fur. Fur is not warmth.
The gap where the warm-weight was.
She presses harder toward the warm that remains. The here here here continues.
The ceiling breathes gold.
· · ·
Twice more the dark goes grey. Twice more gold. Between them: the warm-wet-sweet, the close smell of turned earth and old root and the breath of something large and sleeping nearby. The second-warm presses into her other side. Smaller. A different smell. A different chest-sound, lower and faster, not quite right. She presses toward it when it presses toward her.
There is also a third warmth. Smaller still. It moves more, presses harder, makes a sound that is not the here here here. She presses toward it when it presses toward her.
The floor below makes a sound.
Not the here here here from the chest. Not breathing. Not wind in the roots. Something slower. Deeper, from further down than her paws can reach. She turns back toward the warm-weight. The here here here continues. The ceiling breathes gold.
· · ·
The third warmth is still.
She presses into where it was. Fur. Not warmth. The gap on her left side where the press-and-push was, the almost-right chest-sound, the smaller-smell.
She pushes harder. Fur does not push back.
The here here here from the large warm-weight does not change. She finds the warm-wet-sweet. She presses. It comes.
The ceiling breathes gold.
· · ·
The second warmth is still.
She pushes once into where it was. Fur. She turns back toward the first warm-weight, the large one, the right-smell, the here here here.
Her whole left side is gap now. Her right side is the warm-weight. She presses her whole right side into the warm-weight and the here opens — longer, fuller, something underneath it.
Heeeere.
The ceiling breathes gold.
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Then something arrives from the warm-weight's mouth.
Not from the chest. Not the here here here. Higher. Deliberate. It reaches her in a different place than the chest-sound reaches.
Glorykit.
The ceiling above is root. The floor below makes its slow deep sound. The warm-weight is warmth and here here here and now also: Glorykit. The chest-sound and the mouth-sound are both true at once. She presses into the warm-weight and the warm-weight presses back.
Glorykit.
The ceiling breathes gold.
She is.